Not a good beginning

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2010!!

Sorry for looks so stupid, haha. Btw, how was your new year? :D

I went to Sensation in New Year Eve, a big party in Melbourne. It was so crowded, every one should wear white clothes, that's why the theme is "Ocean of White".

I will post the picture later!

This month has been a very tough one for me. I have exams from 27-30 January and especially because i begin this new year with troubles. A lot of troubles.

Just like my title, not a good beginning. I really regret it.

Its actually about my personal life, something changed. It feels so different.

It's actually me that change a lot here, but it follows with other changes in my life. The domino effect. I hate myself for these. I hate myself for being such a bad person.

I hope it won't ruined my mood to study, i don't want to make my parents disappointed with me, i already disappointed my closest person. I hope i can fix it.

Let's just skip my sad story haha.

I bought myself some new stuff in Boxing Day (26 Dec).

Boxing day is when every shop in Melbourne and Australia have a huge discount!

So i bought a hat, a lot of new accessories, shoes, bag and clothes.

My new born baby shoes! yayy!

I can't post all of my new baby here, because i haven't wear them :)

Oh ya, i'm going back to Jakarta :D 31 Jan - 23 Feb save the date for me! :)

Oh ya, Fika from Sweet Escape tag me in self reflection question. But i think i'll do it later, i'm really in a bad mood. I don't want to write " i hate myself" 8 times haha.

Wish for a better day today and tomorrow!

Love ya!